It is what you wanted to do and it can still be what you want to do.
Gathering the ancient Christmas decorations from their crushed boxes, giving them all their yearly dusting, freeing something else too.
Some people are parts of you. Some people struggle to be until they stop struggling and try somewhere else.
She is beautiful. She is strong. She is confident. She is smart.
It is only finished when there is no room for anything else; the universe is expanding.
It is over now, I wrote our story down, and wept when it was necessary for me, and the tissues gathered up the love I still had. It is all for everyone else now, and they accept it, and they love. Everything is new and you are rotting somewhere old.
We will be happy again, and still, and people watching will think we carry laughing gas in our pockets but it is only in our hearts.
The snow is falling in a way it never has and never will again. Watch.
He is some creature in a cloud. What is real attachment? How does it all end, so easily? Little bits of spider web stretching, breaking. They are only the repeating song in your head – does that exist?
He marks his skin with dates. He will die, become flattened, back-packaged meat on a metal bed. Little green clovers wrinkled and lacking sweat.
Sweet boy, we will all grow up. It is some terrifying thing, marking time with someone else, on a field of our lives. Is this why people watch sports? Easy rules and bad calls really are no matter. Pay the big boys big bucks to keep us looking away and thinking about yellow flags.
She thinks she is as smart as me. I laughed at her. Perhaps it is only clarity; I don’t watch football.
“drive-by christmas lights”
This was a mostly failed attempt at taking a picture of this house in my city that has its entire yard/house filled with lights and christmas decorations. I say mostly failed, because christmas lights look beautiful even when blurry.
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Even if your neighbors consider you too old to trick-or-treat, you can still carve scary faces into giant orange squash. Happy Halloween!